Almost 35 Weeks....and Torn

Almost 35 weeks!! Thursday will be 35 weeks, 4 weeks until I will be holding my baby girl! Other than the stress of not everything being done and ready I'm been thinking alot about my work situation. A couple weeks ago we basically decided that I would go back to weekends to save money on childcare, which is why I went to weekends to begin with. But after thinking about it more and more....I don't want to go back to weekends. I just got off of them and then found out I was pregnant. But I was relieved when we started having our family time back. It was so nice to be able to go back to church again and just being able to do things as a family again. Now, I'm about to have another baby and not sure how we will afford the childcare. I'm also torn because if I stay with the hours I have now, and pay the childcare, I won't have the time with Layla that I had with Noah. So do I stay working during the week and have family time on the weekends, or do I sacrifice our family time and go back to weekends and not have to pay childcare? I'm so torn....I really wish there was a way I didn't have to work....